Long time never write in bloggerbecause i wasnot free.I went for camp fire last Saturday.I did had a lot of fun. I dance with my friends but i hate my friends' action. They purposely went to chat with some boys which make them to asked our phone number. They somehow like to date but it none of my business i don't know why i juz don't like their actions.I think maybe it is because of my past.I got very good result in this time exam but my brother result was not really good. I don't know what i can still do to encourage him to read more.I hope one day he will be more mature .......
This few days i was very bad luck, i don't know what happen to me.......
The more think about that the more i hate myself..............
i am no more the old personality.............. but it seem like my friend never notice which is good.
i hate myself............
i don't know who am i now............
i feel like i am living in my dreams...........
who can wake me up from my dreams?!.....
Friday, April 24, 2009
Thursday, April 9, 2009
8 April 2009
Today school was boring. I got my math exam resut today and i got the highest marks of the whole form but i am stll not happy because don't know why this result don't satifise me.
i wish i could work harder next time.This saturday i am going to attend a presentation in my school,and i and my friends think that the teachers are really mad because they said we have to seat in the hall from eight in the morining till 4.30 in the afternoon.I told my friend i am bringing along a cushion.
I really wonder where i could find a real friend now?to share my thoughts and feeling.....
a friend that can calm me down everytime because these few days i am real hot-tempered. I think my personality is changing. i am no more like before and now i don't really like talking to peoples.i like to be alone because there is no real friend...........................
i wish i could work harder next time.This saturday i am going to attend a presentation in my school,and i and my friends think that the teachers are really mad because they said we have to seat in the hall from eight in the morining till 4.30 in the afternoon.I told my friend i am bringing along a cushion.
I really wonder where i could find a real friend now?to share my thoughts and feeling.....
a friend that can calm me down everytime because these few days i am real hot-tempered. I think my personality is changing. i am no more like before and now i don't really like talking to peoples.i like to be alone because there is no real friend...........................
Sunday, April 5, 2009
5 April 2009
I was very sick today.Don't even feel like moving i juz wanna lay on bed all day long.I am also not happy cause of my mum.She reminded me of a friend that i don't want to think of.She asked if we still got contact each other but i told her no.She asked me why, i don't know how to answer her. Then i lied to her that i can't contact him at all even in the internet.I hate myself.really hate alot
why did everyone keep reminding me of ...... I am trying to forget about the past but after all this reminders i finally figure out that i can't. I just feel that the song that match my mood now is "when there was me and you" from hsm1. i like the lyrics it really match my feeling alot more than i could imagine.
why did everyone keep reminding me of ...... I am trying to forget about the past but after all this reminders i finally figure out that i can't. I just feel that the song that match my mood now is "when there was me and you" from hsm1. i like the lyrics it really match my feeling alot more than i could imagine.
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